Monday, March 3, 2014

I'm gutted

My Dad just called me after having a conversation with his doctor.  He was informed that they did do a biopsy and his merkel cell cancer has indeed spread to his pancreas and liver.  He told me that he either misunderstood what he was told or was in denial.  Either way the prognosis is not good.  We were all so up on Friday, celebrating and just being in the moment.  I feel like the wind has been knocked out of me, I can't imagine how my Dad feels right now processing all of this.  I finally cried on the phone with him I just couldn't keep it in.
No words are needed I just had to let you guys know.

20 comments:

Ivy Black said...

So sorry to hear this my darling. Much love to you and your family.
Take care
Much love
Em
xxxxxxxxx

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Vix said...

Oh no! After that euphoria. What a nightmare. I'm so sorry, you know where I am if you need to chat. Love you. xxxxxx

Carina Rosenholm said...

Oh no ... thats so sad .. a nightmare .
Lots of love .
xxx

Miss Magpie said...

I'm so sorry to hear your news. Hugs x

Gracey the Giant said...

Oh, I'm so sorry, Doll. Hugs to you and your family.

xoxo,

Gracey

Lucy Nation said...

I'm so sorry to hear that Krista. Our thoughts are with you all xxx

Helga! said...

O, fuck, honey, I am devastated for you.
So much love and comfort your way from G and I.
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Beth Waltz said...

Your father is blessed to have you bear this news with him, dear Krista, seeking comfort in love, holding hands in the dark.

Kathi said...

I'm so sorry Krista. My thoughts and prayers are for you and your dad.

PinkCheetahVintage said...

I am so sorry.

Vintage Bird Girl said...

So so sorry to hear your news. I can't imagine what that's like. Thinking of you. Xx

Sandra said...

Oh Krista, I am so sorry to hear this, I'm sending lots of love x x x

pinktutu72 said...

Hugs and good juju to you and your family. I'm very sorry to hear about your dad Krista. <3

thorne garnet said...

Oh, how sad after the good news. Hang in there sweetheart

pastcaring said...

Oh Krista, what a terrible shock after believing that things were going well. Your poor dad. I'm so, so sorry. Sending you a huge hug and lots of love. xxxxxxxxx

Nat said...

Oh Krista... I am so very sorry. There are no words, just please know I am keeping you both in my heart.
Huge hug to you...
xx

Nerd Burger said...

Krista, I am so so sorry. I am here holding your hand. :)

two squirrels said...

Oh sweet this is such sad news......your poor dad. My heart is hurting for you. Sending much love to you and your family. V

Tamera Wolfe said...

{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
I am so so sorry to hear about your Dad. Been there, done that.....
I'll be praying that... whatever time he has...is filled with love and happiness for you all.